everyday i feel so tired after school
will i be able to endure everytihng until the o's finishes?
can i be able stop thinking those unhappy things?
will i be able sort out my feelings?
BUTwhy i can't do all those i have said?
words come out of my mouth easily
however you may think that they seem easy to solve,
what i can say is that they are extreamly difficult to be done
it is not an easy task.
humans are born with a heart and a brain
the brain allow us to think and we uses our heart to feel
they are equally important
without them,a person will rather die and leave this world
because they don't have a brain to think what is right and what is wrong,and a heart to appreciate the love and care given by your friends and family.
However,don't use too much of your brain juices.thinking too much will cause you a lot of problems.
i just don't how to get rid of those emotional thinkings
maybe at my age,i should not think so much
i must get rid of the 'worms' which ms chua told us..and to concentrate on what i am aiming for
i should learn to be mature and learn to handle stress.
i wish i can go to place where i can shout and cry out loud!!
Thursday, January 17, 2008
Monday, January 14, 2008
boy,will you love me once again?if you are willing to,i promise i will treasure the chances you gave me.i won't miss it again.you used to love me deeply,but now i am not sure about it.most probably no.i hope not.boy,will you come back?
i think i am emotional today.maybe yesterday and other days,you have always been treating me so well .that why i cant forget you.sadsadsad.i need a 'WANG QING SHUI'
i think i am emotional today.maybe yesterday and other days,you have always been treating me so well .that why i cant forget you.sadsadsad.i need a 'WANG QING SHUI'
Sunday, January 13, 2008
to the person:
you are very irritating!
can you please stop messaging me!! my message had already exceed 300 plus
omg!
first u asked me a question,i answered
but i asked you why?..u give me all sorts of smiley face
i have enough of these.i want to tell you 'i don't any patience to play any game with you -wo de ren nai shi you xian du de'!
everytime i ask you a question,please answer me and tell me the main point!
don't keep sending me all sorts of smiley faces and ask me guess on my own
don't let me keep repeating my question!!!
do you know you are making me wasting my messages just to ask you a question
do you think i am a very free person.im busy okay!stop messaging me.i beg you
you.BULL SHIT!
don't put any hopes on me!comeon,move on and find the other girls.there are a lot out there.don't keep pestering me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to lena,arina,huaihui,weeting.i will be putting offline nowadays.so if u want to talk to me or any important news in msn messenger,just talk to me even if you see my status is offline or message me.if i am using the computer,i will give you an answer as soon as possible :)
you are very irritating!
can you please stop messaging me!! my message had already exceed 300 plus
omg!
first u asked me a question,i answered
but i asked you why?..u give me all sorts of smiley face
i have enough of these.i want to tell you 'i don't any patience to play any game with you -wo de ren nai shi you xian du de'!
everytime i ask you a question,please answer me and tell me the main point!
don't keep sending me all sorts of smiley faces and ask me guess on my own
don't let me keep repeating my question!!!
do you know you are making me wasting my messages just to ask you a question
do you think i am a very free person.im busy okay!stop messaging me.i beg you
you.BULL SHIT!
don't put any hopes on me!comeon,move on and find the other girls.there are a lot out there.don't keep pestering me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to lena,arina,huaihui,weeting.i will be putting offline nowadays.so if u want to talk to me or any important news in msn messenger,just talk to me even if you see my status is offline or message me.if i am using the computer,i will give you an answer as soon as possible :)
Saturday, January 12, 2008
i can say yesterday was an unexpected day
omg!
yesterday ,while i was rushing to the bus stop,i met 3 malay boys
they were disgusting!
at first , i was walking behind them..quite far away from them.
then they start to slow down their walking pace and kept turning back to look at me
and of course,im walking very fast as i was very late
then when i walked past them,they kept whistling to me.'the 'weewee' sound -.-
after a while,one of them said' nice ass'
ew!i walked even faster. malay boys are hmm..eeks.just one word 'perverts'
nowadays,there are a lot of malay boys crowding at my house downstair
now i am afraid to go home on my own
there is another thing that made me so shocked yesterday night
tinghuan's spiritual present given by xx for her birthday , was not a good one
that question ting huan asked,made me keep repeating the word 'omg'!
how can a good firend like me??!
ting huan should not have asked xx that question!
he said he is driven crazy by me??!
he said his true intention was that he meet me because he wants to go there with me and just only me?!
i hoped those he said were just jokes and his crazinness.he must be drunk yesterday!oh my god!
i just want to put aside everything now and concentrate on my studies.so,please don't let me know any shocking news from now :)
omg!
yesterday ,while i was rushing to the bus stop,i met 3 malay boys
they were disgusting!
at first , i was walking behind them..quite far away from them.
then they start to slow down their walking pace and kept turning back to look at me
and of course,im walking very fast as i was very late
then when i walked past them,they kept whistling to me.'the 'weewee' sound -.-
after a while,one of them said' nice ass'
ew!i walked even faster. malay boys are hmm..eeks.just one word 'perverts'
nowadays,there are a lot of malay boys crowding at my house downstair
now i am afraid to go home on my own
there is another thing that made me so shocked yesterday night
tinghuan's spiritual present given by xx for her birthday , was not a good one
that question ting huan asked,made me keep repeating the word 'omg'!
how can a good firend like me??!
ting huan should not have asked xx that question!
he said he is driven crazy by me??!
he said his true intention was that he meet me because he wants to go there with me and just only me?!
i hoped those he said were just jokes and his crazinness.he must be drunk yesterday!oh my god!
i just want to put aside everything now and concentrate on my studies.so,please don't let me know any shocking news from now :)
Thursday, January 10, 2008
the promises you made to me aren't they lies ?
i was utterly disappointed after today.
many times,i tried to be forgiving.i will forget everything the next day
but after today,what i have saw and heard
i decided to stay out of your affairs from now.
this is the only way to make you and me happy .
am i right?
-------------------
CO is performing tommorrow!
& i will be celebrating tinghuan and corrina birthday too.everyone will be going kallang first.we will be having steamboat as our dinner.however,i will be meetiing with jiahao at around seven plus.then,we will take the train to kallang to join the others.:Di hope tommorow will be a better day for me.yea!
i was utterly disappointed after today.
many times,i tried to be forgiving.i will forget everything the next day
but after today,what i have saw and heard
i decided to stay out of your affairs from now.
this is the only way to make you and me happy .
am i right?
-------------------
CO is performing tommorrow!
& i will be celebrating tinghuan and corrina birthday too.everyone will be going kallang first.we will be having steamboat as our dinner.however,i will be meetiing with jiahao at around seven plus.then,we will take the train to kallang to join the others.:Di hope tommorow will be a better day for me.yea!
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
everyday i do ,are just homeworks and revision
i think i am going to have a boring 2008year
BUT i will have an exciting 2008 DEC HOLIDAYS,happiest days of my life!
today i had english lessons,which is taught by msjumia
we had conversation with her.
yesterday,she want us to go home and think of a topic to speak to the class for 5 minutes.this made me so nervous and scared.i almost wanted to skip school today.
but in the end,today she said she wants to cancel out the idea because our class has too many people.so,she have a conversation with every girls.my conversation with ms jumia was very funny and interesting.itt's quite fun to talk to her.
AND she said that her resolution for this year is to be PLEASANT to everybody.wow!
after that,all the choir members were called to teach the class how to warm up before you sing or speak
haha..the warm up was like that:
first,we do some stretching
second,we exercise our lips ..babys always do that
third,put our hands at the diaphragm and say 'hissssssssssssssssssss~~~'for 30 counts
fourth,sing 'ya ya ya ya' the pitch must start from low to high
after the warm up, we did some pronounciation thingy.haha..very fun
ms jumia picked some of us to say these words:
*snail
*mail
*rail
*sail
*fail
in angry,sad and suprised tone
xida was made to say the sad tone.leslie was made to say the suprised tone and minsan have to say the angry tone.i can tell you that their expressions were very very very funny.hahaha!
later,group work starts .haha!minsan,me and zahariah turned our chairs to the back and faced chuan kai (vice chairman leh)haha,xida and jasmine.oral is so fun.then we takes turn to read each stanzes.
after all,this english lesson which i thought it will be very terrible, turned out to be excellent!:D
i think i am going to have a boring 2008year
BUT i will have an exciting 2008 DEC HOLIDAYS,happiest days of my life!
today i had english lessons,which is taught by msjumia
we had conversation with her.
yesterday,she want us to go home and think of a topic to speak to the class for 5 minutes.this made me so nervous and scared.i almost wanted to skip school today.
but in the end,today she said she wants to cancel out the idea because our class has too many people.so,she have a conversation with every girls.my conversation with ms jumia was very funny and interesting.itt's quite fun to talk to her.
AND she said that her resolution for this year is to be PLEASANT to everybody.wow!
after that,all the choir members were called to teach the class how to warm up before you sing or speak
haha..the warm up was like that:
first,we do some stretching
second,we exercise our lips ..babys always do that
third,put our hands at the diaphragm and say 'hissssssssssssssssssss~~~'for 30 counts
fourth,sing 'ya ya ya ya' the pitch must start from low to high
after the warm up, we did some pronounciation thingy.haha..very fun
ms jumia picked some of us to say these words:
*snail
*rail
*sail
*fail
in angry,sad and suprised tone
xida was made to say the sad tone.leslie was made to say the suprised tone and minsan have to say the angry tone.i can tell you that their expressions were very very very funny.hahaha!
later,group work starts .haha!minsan,me and zahariah turned our chairs to the back and faced chuan kai (vice chairman leh)haha,xida and jasmine.oral is so fun.then we takes turn to read each stanzes.
after all,this english lesson which i thought it will be very terrible, turned out to be excellent!:D
Sunday, January 06, 2008
tommorrow will be a start of second week of school :D
and i will be seeing ms juuumiia~~! :( i'm quite afraid that i will not be able to catch her words during lessons.stress~!what if i fail my english again?what is she going to tell me???!and of course..i wouldn't want it to happen again in this year.
i must pay attention in class!i need to do it!
i need to revise for my biology,a maths and chemistry.i think i will only be able to use the computer next friday.i'm a busy person..time managememt please.
and i will be seeing ms juuumiia~~! :( i'm quite afraid that i will not be able to catch her words during lessons.stress~!what if i fail my english again?what is she going to tell me???!and of course..i wouldn't want it to happen again in this year.
i must pay attention in class!i need to do it!
i need to revise for my biology,a maths and chemistry.i think i will only be able to use the computer next friday.i'm a busy person..time managememt please.
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