yesterday,i went to the wake.when i see her smiling photo on the table,i cried.the tears just couldnt be controlled.i saw her lying motionless in there.i'm so guilty and sad because i did not visit her for the last time before she died.because of mid year exams,i stayed at home and study.i told my parents that, on thursday,i will go to her house on my own to see her straight after school.but, she died the next day.i did not see her for the last time and i will never get to see her again.she did not wait for me.
when i went to her funeral,my parents were saying that i missed the chance just because i want to study for exams.whenever they start telling me this,i will cry.even if this time i scored well for my mid year,i dont feel anything already.i felt so sorry towards her.all i remember now,is that she likes to call me 'kah ki' in dialect.
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