Destiny

Have been rather busy ever since Ndp started. Work fills up my weekdays, while Ndp and violin fill up my weekend. Now it's already July ! Why does time flies so quickly? I'm worried but I feel helpless at the same time. I know that I have to work extra harder no matter what are the outcomes. The outcome is kinda expected but sometimes I wish that miracles can happen. Actually highly impossible, by looking how shitty I performed during the interview. * crazy me talking to myself again *

Sidetrack... Happy things that I have been through this few days/ weeks. I feel that we should live a happening life. Happening as in in a good or positive way. Filled with happy events and to been through the down times as it act as a learning process.

Work has been rather great although I have been quite lethargic ever since thr start of Ndp shows. I am watching Dick Lee BEAUTY KING this coming Thursday with Beloved Petrina and Luke. Luke don't wanna me to watch ! He told me this ' Tracy , you cannot watch because got ...' and then he wrote on his whiteboard ' NAKED MEN' LOL! So funny! At that moment, I didn't think so much because my feeling tells me that the show is quite interesting!  I felt that there's nothing wrong watching the show at first. Everything was alright, till I saw some of the photos of the live show posted on their Facebook page. I was rather shocked because the men were quite exposed! I felt like a TICKO now, although I am  kinda excited of catching this show with Petrina and Luke !

Last Thursday, had a high tea session with PIR at Marriott hotel :D Happy me!

After that, meet up with the 2 botaks, Leslie and chuankai, who suddenly msg me and telling me to meet up! LOL, its a rare thing that they take the initiative to plan a meetup! Hahah! Happy cause I miss them too!!! We had chilling session at TIMBRE! Woohoo! The food, drinks and the live band were good! Just a little stuffy there, but I enjoyed the ambience. That idiot WONGCHUANKAI went to post embarrassing messages about me to timbre that shows out publicly on a teevee. The messages went like this ' happy 10th anniversary tracy! .... Love by _ _' and ' don't be sad about your breakup, Jiaqi. Tomorrow is Friday... Blabla'. Nice friends I have there. After all, I had a excellent time there with Huan, lily and CK because we were super high!

Friday, I met up with nad, Iffah, weeting and zahr to celebrate weeting and Zahr birthday! It's been months we meet up!! Okay, actually it's about 2 months. We were all bloated after dinner! :D We are all 19 years old! :))

2 good news today. My lovee is staying in tampines SOON! :D && Ricky is coming back on this coming Thursday!!

Bad news is that while one of my good friend is coming back from taiwan this thursday, my talkative kelong leader Andrea is leaving for Australia!